mynovelweb Chapter 39 Past events
Chapter 39 Past events
Ignoring the small scar on his forehead, Apmian had a very long scar on his neck, so long that even when he wore a high-necked shirt, half of it was not covered.
At that time, his head was pressed on the table, and the male insects forced him to ask the Insect King to withdraw the bill. He refused, so they cut his neck with the knives in their hands.
It hurts so much.
Apmian didn't cry, he thought Shen Jihuai would come to save him.
He waited and waited, but what he got was the news that Shen Jihuai was missing.
Shen Jihuai disappeared, as if he had vanished out of thin air. No insect could find Shen Jihuai. The male insects were leaderless, but the female insects still fought on the spot, and the matter of changing the male insect law was ultimately shelved.
In other words, his male master abandoned him, and he became a female insect that no other insect wanted.
Oh, it’s all past. Apmian shook his head and tried not to think about Shen Jihuai. He knew where Shen Jihuai had gone. He went home, but did not take him with him.
Once upon a time, Apumian also hoped that Shen Jihuai could take him away and not leave him here, but Shen Jihuai's future plans did not seem to include him.
Yes, who can get used to staying in a strange place? He respects Shen Jihuai's choice.
Just go, and never come back.
Apumian looked listless and showed little interest.
Creek was waiting at the door early. He had just cooked the porridge and immediately brought it to Apmian. It was for replenishing qi and blood.
His face was pale and he was seriously injured. What kind of nutrition could the tasteless nutritional supplements he drank all day long have? To put it nicely, they were nutritional supplements, but to put it bluntly, they were just a waste of time and were not as good as the meals he cooked.
Thinking back to the beginning, Apmian brought Shen Jihuai back to the central region in a high-profile manner, and finally returned to the west in disgrace with injuries all over his body. The surrounding insects were secretly laughing at Apmian.
Apmian didn't care. What had happened had already happened and he would be laughed at wherever he went, so he might as well go back to the West.
Elaine didn't want Apmian to go back to the West, fearing that the scene would sadden him. After all, that was where he and Shen Jihuai had lived.
Apumian said he had let it go, and he had to look forward, right? He couldn't just die when he saw a house. Besides, Elaine's situation was not good now, and he couldn't take care of himself. The First Army intended to transfer him to the border to avoid the limelight.
There was no other choice, Elaine could only send Apumian back to the West and ask Creek to take better care of him.
Even if Elaine hadn't said it, Creek would have taken care of Apumian. He was a gossipmonger who couldn't keep secrets. Whenever there was a little gossip, he would tell it to the news organization at the entrance of the village. But this time he managed to hold it back. Those who wanted to gossip about Apumian asked him about Apumian every day, but he didn't say anything and even helped Apumian to fight back.
He held a shovel in his hand, and it was obvious that he was going to plant flowers. Creek was about to lose his temper, and walked to Apumian with his insulated lunch box, "Plant flowers, plant flowers, plant flowers. Do you know that you are in poor health now and need to rest? Will you die if you don't plant flowers for a day?"
Apumian shook his head silently. He would not die, but he would want to die. Whenever he had free time, he would think of Shen Jihuai involuntarily.
He wondered why Shen Jihuai broke his inhibitor, why Shen Jihuai provoked him for no reason, whether Shen Jihuai's vow of eternal love was true or false, why Shen Jihuai didn't take him with him, and how cruel Shen Jihuai was. He turned around and left without any hesitation.
How could he not hate the unborn insect? The wings that were forcibly plucked away while he was conscious were like a sharp knife, stabbing into his body again and again, and then being pulled out mercilessly.
Lingchi is no more than this.
Shen Jihuai should be living well in his own world and has probably forgotten him long ago.
Apumian smiled self-deprecatingly, "Thank you for your concern, Creek, I'm fine."
"No, come with me into the house now." Creek forcefully pulled Apmian into the house. Apmian's hands were very cold, and Creek shuddered when he touched them.
Apumian stood still and said no, "I know my body, and I have to weed today, so I don't have time to greet you. If you are busy, you can leave first."
Crick was almost pissed off by Apumian. He punched the wall in anger and said, "Apumian, it's just a male insect. If it runs away, it runs away. You are an S-rank female insect. You can get any male insect you want. Why do you have to fight for that unfaithful male insect? Look at you. You are not as high-spirited as you were in the past."
High-spirited...
Apmian blinked blankly. It had been a long time since he heard a bug use this word to describe him.
Yes, she was also a high-spirited military woman, how could she end up like this, neither an insect nor a ghost, it was really fate that played tricks on her.