Love Letters

Chapter 403: Live Well

Hearing this, Xu Mobai's brain seemed to have been bombarded, and he lost all ability to think in an instant.

"It was our fault before. We were so sad that we took her death as your responsibility and took out all our anger and resentment on you."

Zhang Meili said this calmly, with an indescribable sadness on her face.

"She has been telling us not to focus all our energy on her for a long time, saying that it would be nice to have a second child. Even if she is gone, we should still live well and eat well..."

As she spoke, she wanted to cry again.

"We promised Miaomiao that we would be happy!"

He Dahai, who was standing by, also took over the conversation and took out a tissue to wipe her tears.

"Look, I'm still like this."

Zhang Meili forced a self-deprecating smile at Xu Mobai.

After a moment, she suddenly broke down and cried as if she couldn't pretend anymore, "But Dahai, I miss Miaomiao so much..."

Zhang Meili, who is usually so strong, is just a mother who has lost her only child at this time.

He Dahai tried to hide his sadness and consoled her: "Miao Miao has been ill for a long time. She fought the disease with enthusiasm and optimism. Now she is free. She will have a healthy body in her next life."

Xu Mobai listened to them talking quietly, not knowing how to react.

He clearly remembered that he and He Miao had just married and they had agreed on where to go for vacation...

And...and he didn't remember what disease He Miao had...

Seeing him in a daze, He Dahai took the initiative to explain, "We saw in Miaomiao's last video that you loved her very much."

"And this, which she left behind when we were sorting out her things, and this is where Miaomiao was buried."

As he said that, he stuffed all the things into his arms and said, "I'm very sorry that I kept stopping you from going to see her."

He Dahai sighed slightly, "She said that her greatest wish is that you and I can let go of our worries and live well."

He glanced at Zhang Meili beside him, and suddenly seemed to have come to his senses, saying calmly, "Although Miaomiao's mother and I still feel uncomfortable when we think about it occasionally, we have decided to continue living well."

As if remembering something, he patted his shoulder and said, "I hope you can get over it soon."

After saying that, he took Zhang Meili, who was hunched over, and walked away step by step, supporting each other.

I don't know when they started to age like this.

Xu Mobai held the thing for a long time and couldn't digest the information they had just heard.

Looking at the address written on the card, Xu Mobai felt dizzy and couldn't even see what was written on it.

He didn't know how he came to He Miao's tomb.

Even though she walked ahead of him many times, he never really looked at her once.

In the past, it was Zhang Meili and He Dahai who stopped him, and there has never been a time when they did not hate and resent him.

Another thing is that he didn't have the confidence that he could face her.

He could finally come to see her.

This is the cemetery closest to Tamagawa No. 7 Middle School. When I was in high school, my classmates would always tell some supernatural stories during breaks to pass the time.

Almost all the timid students were scared to death.

He Miao was also afraid, but they just liked to talk in the back row, and Wang Youzhi would deliberately talk to her at her seat.

He Miao wanted to listen but was afraid, feeling extremely conflicted.

When she couldn't win, she chose to join in. "If you ask me, if I die one day, I want to be buried there too."

He Miao snorted and retorted.

If they insisted on scaring her, she would fight against them.

"why?"

Seeing that everyone was puzzled, she stretched out her finger and shook it, pretending to be profound, and began to explain seriously.

"Think about it, it's the closest to our school, and I can still take some classes there. In my next life, I'll be ahead of you in the starting line."

"I've heard of education after birth and education for the fetus, but I've never heard of education for the dead."

"That's right, do you have to fight so hard?"

"It didn't happen before, but it has happened since I, He Miao, started. I will kill you in my next life."

"If you were good at talking nonsense in class, you wouldn't be ranked last!"

A familiar voice came from outside the corridor. Without even thinking, I knew it was Hu Datu...

Several people secretly thought that something was wrong and dispersed, leaving He Miao to bear the consequences alone.

"Then I have a good understanding of myself now, so I am considering working harder than others in my next life!"

It doesn’t matter whether you are right or wrong, what matters is that you still have something to say back.

"No need to wait until the next life. I will give you a chance to work hard now and memorize all the English words you are going to learn today."

Seeing that she was still able to argue, Hu Datu was so angry that his teeth were itching.

"Mo Bai, check her for me. If she doesn't pass, she won't be allowed to go home."

"it is good."

........

The wind blew, and the flowers and plants nearby began to sway.

The cemetery was very quiet, so quiet that he seemed to be able to hear her voice.

The photo posted above is very bright, as if she was always smiling when she was alive.

He sat in front of the grave, leaning against the tombstone in a daze.

There were so many memories about He Miao that Xu Mobai was a little overwhelmed.

How many times has this happened? Is there still nothing he can do?

It was like this every time, they didn't even have time to say goodbye.

Every time before, after He Miao left, he would forget where to get off on the bus...

If he hadn't thought about atonement, he would have died.

For a moment, it seemed as if I was back to those dark days.

There was no light, no direction, not even a place to breathe.

If his interactions with He Miao over the years had not been so vivid and lively, he would have thought that all this beauty was just his fantasy, but now it is the naked reality.

The past had been so hard, but they had agreed to create a happier future than the past.

Is the happiness that He Miao brings him enough to sustain him throughout his life?

They once made a wish in front of a shooting star. They agreed that no matter how lonely or sad they were, they must remember that he was waiting for her here.

Because of meeting her, he is now happier and stronger than before.

But he came back just to meet her!

He accidentally discovered the thing that He Miao had just stuffed into his hand.

These are all the test papers and transcripts from the first to the third year of high school.

He looked at them one by one, which were proof of He Miao's hard work over the years.

Looking at these things that she was fighting for with her life, he suddenly found them a little ridiculous and ironic.

How hard did He Miao work during the college entrance examination? He was the only one who knew it best, except for herself.

So in the end, she still couldn't change her fate.

God still cruelly abandoned and mocked her.

Nothing can be done, nothing can be changed, and nothing is meaningful...

At this moment, something mixed in the transcript suddenly fell out, it seemed to be a letter...

[Dear Xiaobai, I don’t know under what circumstances you saw this letter, but I can no longer explain it to you clearly.

Have you seen my test paper and transcript? That's the shining He Miao. I may not be able to accompany you to see the scenery we agreed to see.

But I still hope you can continue watching.

Also, I like Xu Mobai very much, I love him very much and I cherish him, so please love yourself as much as I love you! 】