Love Letters

Chapter 384 Are you okay?

He Miao secretly cursed his past self for being so cowardly and weak, but at the same time he could understand himself at that time.

After going through so many things, no one has a God's perspective, not even the reborn Xu Mobai...

She ignored him, and several times he approached her and asked her to wait for him, she rejected him.

Finally one day, she gave in.

"Xu Mobai, can we learn to be good?"

"it is good."

He Miao took the initiative to extend the olive branch, and he could only desperately grab it, "I can change everything, whether it's in study or life, I can change."

"I thought you didn't want me anymore."

“I really thought so.”

She said angrily: "But, who made me like you?"

Just like when she confessed to him at the beginning, even though she knew he might be a scumbag, she still couldn't hide her feelings.

"Besides, didn't we make a promise? No matter what happens, we will come back to each other in the end!"

From then on, Xu Mobai started to attend classes and study seriously. He stopped drinking, smoking, and fighting with others.

He Miao also started to study seriously.

She felt that if they were all getting better, it was just because there wasn't too much pressure from school and family.

At that time, they naively fantasized about the future.

But she died.

Two people agreed to go to college together, but one of them's life was forever frozen in the summer of the year of the college entrance examination.

She was no longer able to fulfill her promise.

The scene of himself falling from the building flashed through He Miao’s mind, and his first reaction was what should he do with Xu Mobai?

She never thought that she would die at this time, and she had contact with Xu Zhancheng on the day of the incident.

Sure enough, she saw his desperate eyes.

Zhang Meili and He Dahai vented some of their sadness and anger on him, because otherwise they didn't know if they could hold on.

The same thing happened to Xu Mobai. He took all the responsibilities and lived in the shadow of her death.

For a long time afterwards, Xu Mobai continued to apologize and atone for his sins, without asking for forgiveness. He just hoped that he could do more for them.

At five o'clock in the morning, when the sky was still slightly bright and a little cool, he stood on the edge of the rooftop.

The burden that had been accumulating for a long time seemed to be relieved at that moment.

He suddenly laughed.

Her heart felt empty, as if something was flowing out of her rapidly and she couldn't catch it.

Xu Mobai doesn’t want it!

Even through the memories, she still wanted to rush over to stop him.

The boy fell with the wind, and fell heavily. The bright red blood stained his face and white shirt...

This is what it feels like to see someone you love die.

When did the second memory begin?

He Miao forgot.

She only remembered that Xu Mobai at that time was colder than ever before, especially towards her.

No wonder she was attracted by the sunny, enthusiastic and cheerful Jiang Yifeng at that time and even wanted to confess her love to him.

Although it didn't work out and they didn't get together, Xu Mobai really wanted to stay away from her at that time.

After all, he felt that he was part of her death.

Since the two were not in love and did not have much interaction at that time, how did she die?

Until several fragments flashed through my mind again.

A familiar winter morning, the familiar cold lake water.

She really saw herself saving people.

If she knew she was going to die, would she save him?

As for He Miao now, she doesn’t know. She will hesitate and feel conflicted.

But for the unknown He Miao, she will always take a gamble, after all, there is also a living life there.

However, fate did not favor her, nor did it have mercy on Xu Mobai who discovered all this.

On a cold winter morning, she had run out of strength and had been in the cold water for too long, so her limbs could not be stretched out. She finally sank only a few meters away from the shore.

No wonder Xu Mobai was so afraid of her drowning, including on the morning of the college entrance examination, and in the bathtub when he was drunk...

Compared to this, she was more worried about Xu Mobai who discovered all this.

Because he couldn't seem to change anything.

Finally one day, he walked straight to the lake, and as if to get another chance, he plunged into the equally cold water.

Her fingers hanging at both sides clenched the fabric, and her heart sank with his movements.

Tamagawa is very cold in winter, and the icy lake water is even colder.

She could even feel her own struggle and despair before death...

"Are you OK?"

"Are you OK??"

"what?"

He Miao came to his senses when he heard someone calling him.

Looking at the boy holding the basketball with an apologetic look on his face, she suddenly found her eyes filled with tears.