Love Letters

Chapter 375 I Want to Believe in You

Because she was drunk, she suddenly talked a lot and frequently.

"Do you think I've ever lived to be eighteen years old?"

The longest time He Miao lived was the winter when she was seventeen, and it was obvious that her eighteenth birthday would be in late spring or early summer of the following year.

"I feel like I have broken the curse of dying before the age of eighteen and completely changed my destiny."

Hearing this, Xu Mobai paused, and all he could see under his drooping eyelashes was sadness.

The thing he was afraid of just now was suddenly brought up again, and Xu Mobai couldn't control his nervousness anymore.

"That was an accident!"

He Miao explained in a low voice, "I promise you, I will never let something like that happen again."

Xu Mobai came back to his senses from his chaotic thoughts and tilted his head and said, "Okay, I believe you too."

Although the future was unknown, it was not her fault.

She asked him to believe her, and he wanted to believe her.

The two exchanged a gentle kiss, and then He Miao fell asleep unknowingly.

It was as if the moment of clarity just now was just to assure him and make him feel at ease...

Xu Mobai came out of the shower wearing black pajamas.

I saw that she was wrapped in a quilt with even her head not showing.

He carefully pushed aside the quilt and then pulled her head out.

Looking at the girl's peaceful sleeping face, the scene just now suddenly appeared in front of my eyes again.

To this day, he has been together with He Miao for many years, but he is always afraid.

The memories of the past came back to my mind bit by bit.

It turns out he never let go.

He Miao seemed to always disappear from his side inadvertently.

He had never felt so clearly that he was losing...

He leaned down and put his ear to her chest, listening to her heartbeat.

At that moment, his heart seemed to have stopped beating.

Now, looking at the person in front of him and listening to her heartbeat, he finally felt alive again.

The next day, the slightly blue morning light shone on their faces.

He Miao woke up, and as soon as she opened her eyes, she saw Xu Mobai looking at her with gentle and affectionate eyes.

I was drunk last night and didn’t feel awkward or hesitant, so I just said whatever was on my mind.

Now that I'm completely awake, what happened last night suddenly becomes clearer to me.

"Why are you here so early... Didn't you sleep all night?"

"I slept for a while."

What he said about sleeping for a while was true or false, just a while.

He Miao moved up and took the person into his arms, just like he usually did when he held her. "Go to sleep now. It's my turn to watch over you."

The girl's embrace was warm and soft. Feeling her familiar breath and regular heartbeat, Xu Mobai fell into a deep sleep.

He Miao is more open-minded about his life and destiny than before.

She was not very clear about the past.

To her, the past is more like a symbol than an experience.

Although Xu Mobai described every stage of her life as bitter and miserable, she no longer struggled with it.

She has come this far step by step relying on her ordinary self, and she wants to focus on the future.

However, Xu Mobai seemed to be more deeply tied to the past than she had imagined.

Perhaps only when you have truly experienced it will you never forget it, and only when you have truly felt the loss will you feel regret.

Realizing that the person in his arms had fallen asleep, He Miao leaned his face against his and fell asleep again.

Winter is indeed suitable for sleeping. No matter how long you sleep, you can fall asleep quickly as long as you want to.

The winter in Shangjing City is colder than that in Yuchuan and Luocheng combined.

After finishing his internship, He Miao started to get busy with his graduation project and thesis, and also had to look for a job...things started to become more and more complicated.

Xu Mobai's life was no easier than hers, with many classes and experiments...but he still came back every day.

He basically doesn't live in the dormitory anymore.

“Wouldn’t it be too tiring to run back and forth every day?”

He Miao felt sorry for him, "Your security here is very good, but I can handle it alone..."

"I want to come back."

Xu Mobai hugged her before he had time to take off his shoes as soon as he entered the room. His voice was a little hoarse and tired, but still gentle and patient.

“I also need to recharge every day.”

Hearing this, He Miao felt warm in his heart and hugged him tighter, "I want to charge too!"

Since moving to Xu Mobai's place, He Miao has been responsible for buying groceries and other groceries in addition to being busy with her studies.

Go to the supermarket or vegetable market the day before to buy vegetables for evening and tomorrow.

Xu Mobai will cook after coming back from class.

The two had dinner together and shared some dinner time.

After dinner, I will go out for a walk to help digest the food.

After that, Xu Mobai will continue to be busy with his studies, and He Miao will be busy with her own work.

Sleep together in each other's arms at night and wait for tomorrow to come.

In early December, it started snowing in Shangjing City.

This is the first snow of this year.

He Miao turned off the computer and then remembered that he hadn't bought any groceries yet...

Seeing that it was getting dark, she hurriedly put on her shoes and clothes and ran out.

As soon as the door opened, I saw Xu Mobai coming back.

"What are you doing running so fast?"

When He Miao raised his eyes, he saw Xu Mobai carrying large and small bags of things, with many snowflakes floating on his body.

"you.........."

"How about having hot pot at home tonight?"

Xu Mobai closed the door to block out the wind and snow outside.

"Why did you go shopping?"

He Miao followed behind and took off the shoes he had just put on and put them back.

"I got out of class early today so I stopped by."

Xu Mobai picked up the things and prepared to put them in the kitchen.

"I'll get it!"

Those who forgot to buy groceries took the initiative to take the job to show their sincerity.

The two of them cleaned the dishes, took out Xu Mobai's wine, and ate hot pot while drinking.

With Xu Mobai staring at him, He Miao could only taste a little bit.

The wind and snow outside the window gradually got stronger.

The house was warm and the hot pot was hot.

He Miao was sweating even though he was only wearing a thin sweater.

Plus, I drank a little bit of wine, so I was a little tipsy, feeling warm and lazy.

This kind of life is pretty good, simple and ordinary.

It was like a microcosm of their future days, condensed into a small fragment.

And through this clip, we can get a glimpse of their future lives...

He Miao stayed in Shangjing City until Xu Mobai got out of the cold.

Afterwards, the two returned to Yuchuan from Shangjing City together.

After school started, because she had more free time, she went to the airport with Xu Mobai.

It was a morning still slightly chilly in late winter.

Although the two went to the airport together, they were flying in different directions.

It was also at that time that He Miao made a suggestion to Xu Mobai: Xu Mobai, how about we not contact each other for a while?