Chapter 230 Confused Thoughts
Chapter 230 Confused Thoughts
Every second after Ouyang Mengmian left was like being in a frying pan for Su Jingsi. Although he tried his best to restrain himself, he always couldn't help but recall the situation when Ouyang Mengmian answered the phone.
This was the first time since Su Jingsi and Ouyang Mengmian established their relationship that Ouyang Mengmian avoided him because she was dating someone else. Ouyang Mengmian's sudden and mysterious departure made Su Jingsi suddenly realize that there was something between him and Ouyang Mengmian that could not be spoken or touched.
When he realized this, Su Jingsi suddenly felt an uncontrollable bitterness in his heart.
Su Jingsi almost instinctively thought of Xu Lingfeng. Logically speaking, Xu Lingfeng and Ouyang Mengmian had a close relationship, so it was normal for him to call Ouyang Mengmian at any time.
But he immediately ruled out this conjecture - before falling in love with him, Ouyang Mengmian and Xu Lingfeng were much closer than he was. If they wanted to fall in love or have an affair, they would have had many opportunities before. There was no need to use him as a background to stage such a complicated and painful love triangle!
Not to mention that Ouyang Mengmian is not such a casual and shameless person. Even with Xu Lingfeng's strong feelings for Ouyang Mengmian and his almost bursting desire to control her, it is impossible for him to continue to stay with Ouyang Mengmian after he has developed feelings for her.
Although Su Jingsi had not been with Xu Lingfeng for a long time, he was somehow sure that Xu Lingfeng would not do this. For Su Jingsi, he was very sure that he knew Xu Lingfeng well enough on this point.
Since Xu Lingfeng's sudden visit to the apartment, Su Jingsi hasn't seen Xu Lingfeng for a long time. Later, Su Jingsi even consulted Liu Xia about this matter.
After that, Su Jingsi deliberately observed Ouyang Mengmian's behavior for a long time, for fear that Xu Lingfeng would suddenly take some extreme actions.
But Ouyang Mengmian had been behaving very normally. Su Jingsi realized that there was really nothing wrong and finally felt relieved. He regarded everything that had happened as a small episode in life and gradually forgot about it.
As long as it’s not Xu Lingfeng, it’s okay.
Besides, his relationship with Ouyang Mengmian was so secretive, yet Xu Lingfeng was able to find out and come to him. If there were other people, Xu Lingfeng would definitely know about it and might have already started to deal with those flowers and plants.
Maybe I was just overthinking it, and the person who contacted Ou Yan Mengmian might just be someone of the same sex; and the reason why I looked for Ou Yan Mengmian at this time was indeed because of some necessary matters.
After thinking about it like this, Su Jingsi's panic was relieved. His originally anxious mood was gradually calmed down. He took a deep breath, trying to divert his attention from Ouyang Mengmian's departure, and instead devoted himself to the complex and brain-burning code writing.
Perhaps it was because his mental suggestion had paid off. After deliberately reinforcing it, Su Jingsi gradually sank into the world of programming, and his chaotic thoughts were temporarily relieved. The logic of the code and the sense of accomplishment in solving the problem gradually filled the void in his heart, making the emptiness and uneasiness caused by Ouyang Mengmian's departure no longer so strong.
However, even in such a state of concentration, Ouyang Mengmian's shadow would still slip into Su Jingsi's mind inadvertently. Whenever this happened, Su Jingsi would hit the keyboard harder to focus his mind more on the code in front of him to distract himself.
Finally, when the last character was entered, a successful prompt message was displayed on the screen. Su Jingsi breathed a sigh of relief and leaned back in his chair. At this moment, he felt a long-lost sense of relief, as if the burden he had been carrying for a long time suddenly disappeared.
As if predicting Su Jingsi's mood, the smart door lock suddenly triggered the sound of unlocking. The sound was so crisp and loud that it instantly broke the silence in the room.
Su Jingsi was so surprised and delighted that he almost jumped up from his seat immediately.
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