Flying Clouds in Another World

Chapter 354 Who can I tell what I am thinking?

Faced with Zhou Banxia's scolding, Liu Feiyun could only smile bitterly.

To be honest, he still doesn't know whether it was right or wrong for him to hand over the Zhenhuang Army.

When he received the imperial edict to massacre hundreds of thousands of barefoot soldiers, he felt lost, disheartened, and confused.

He didn't know what was the point of leading the Zhenhuang Army to continue suppressing the rebel army. He just wanted to escape!

But in Hanchuan Prison, after further contact with the so-called criminals, who were actually a large number of grassroots people who were forced and framed by corrupt officials and local tyrants, he began to regret it:

This empire, this Dachen Dynasty has long been hopelessly corrupt. The civil unrest will only intensify, and the so-called government troops are no longer a united front.

The troubled times are not what I had imagined before, and I cannot escape them.

Even if he hid back in Anping County and just guarded the Liu family's one and a half acres of land, and did not want to participate in the so-called struggle for supremacy, would others let him go?

Not to mention, the deep worries and fears that the magic light crossbow brought to him.

To be honest, I overestimated my own ambitions, and at the same time, I didn't have a clear idea of ​​my future plans.

He founded his own intelligence organization, told Zhou Banxia a lot of knowledge and ideas from another time and space, and went to the Miyun Sect to ask for help, all out of his subconscious self-preservation instinct!

But how should we deal with this chaotic world in the future? Should we just seek to secede and protect ourselves, and then wait for the price to sell it to the new world leader for a good price in the future, or should we fight for the world ourselves?

I really haven't thought about it seriously! Or rather, I'm trying my best to avoid this ultimate question.

To put it bluntly, I just don’t have confidence in myself. I don’t think I’m the child of destiny or the protagonist of an online novel.

I am nineteen this year, but my personal combat power is still barely enough to deal with a cultivator! My financial resources are only half of that of the Green Willow Chamber of Commerce.

As for his ability in managing politics and the military, he can only be described as mediocre.

Although the Zhenhuang Army was founded by himself, it also won many victories.

But in my opinion, it was just a matter of timing, caution, planning, and some good luck. It is not as great as some people boast.

Do you think you can dominate the world with your own abilities and the limited capital of your Liu family?

Do you really think you are invincible just because you are a traverser? Wang Yu was once an emperor! But when he met the Son of the Plane, a meteorite rain came down, and he was defeated like quicksand!

However, whether you are just trying to protect yourself or to help the world, it will be useless without strength.

And if he had these tens of thousands of Zhenhuang troops in his hands, any party that wanted to deal with him would think carefully.

However, by the time he realized that abandoning the Zhenhuang Army on impulse might have been a mistake, it was already a done deal!

The imperial edict to deal with Gu Huairen had been issued: just like what the late emperor did to his father, he would take away his military power and cheat himself of wealth and glory.

Although the two have different starting points, the effects are the same, which is to punish oneself and show grace to oneself at the same time.

Things have come to this point, Liu Feiyun can only swallow the consequences of his momentary emotional behavior.

As to whether this result is a bitter one, Liu Feiyun cannot judge now. He can only say that there are gains and losses.

The loss was naturally the loss of tens of thousands of troops, mainly cavalry.

What I get is that many people will look down on me and think I have no ambition.

In particular, Emperor Gu Huairen might be more confident in himself, even if he did something extraordinary, such as seeking actual control over several counties around Anping County.

It is very likely that he thought that his attempt to seize actual control of several surrounding counties was just for self-protection, rather than because he had any ulterior motives, because he voluntarily gave up the Zhenhuang Army.

Even if he did something more excessive in the future and attempted to seize the entire Anya County, he would most likely agree to it.

And this is very important to me.

Regardless of whether I want to dominate the world in the future, I will never be the first to do so.

If you don't want to be the first to take the lead, you have to temporarily submit to Gu Huairen, at least on the surface.

These are Liu Feiyun’s current thoughts, but he has never told anyone about these thoughts, not even his parents.

But today, Zhou Banxia's scolding actually allowed Liu Feiyun to find someone to talk to.

When the two of them reached the top of the Tower of Babel, Liu Feiyun told Zhou Banxia all the changes in his mindset in recent times!