Extreme Love

Chapter 240 I will never let him know about the child's existence

Lin Ting's eyes were clear as he calmly recounted the past events.

"During high school, the young master of the Su family was actually suffering from leukemia and was in poor health. But in order to fulfill my wish, he still dragged his sick body to accompany me."

"I didn't expect that we would encounter a rockfall on the way. In that life-or-death situation, he tried his best to protect me. If it weren't for him, I might have lost my life."

Lin Ting paused, took a deep breath, and continued, "If I hadn't pestered him to go to Yongheng Mountain, perhaps he wouldn't have been seriously injured, and perhaps he would still be alive..."

"Was it the time you fell down the stairs?" Mrs. Lu seemed to suddenly remember something. "At the time in the hospital, I did hear the doctors and nurses whispering that a teenager had been hit by a rock and was seriously injured. He had been transferred to another hospital."

That young man... turned out to be the young master of the Su family.

"Well, I fell and hit my head at that time, and I forgot about the young master of the Su family." When Lin Ting mentioned this, her eyes unconsciously reddened. She suppressed the soreness in her nose and continued, "Lu Tingxuan knew everything, but he chose to hide it from me."

He even hid her notebook containing records about Su Shibai, so that she would never know about that past.

"Later, even though I knew the young master of the Su family only had a year left, I was still concerned about Lu Tingxuan's feelings and our relationship, so I resisted the urge to look for Su Shibai."

She just watched helplessly as she missed out on the man who had been planning for her whole life even at the end of his life.

I didn't even have the chance to spend a few more days with him...

If she hadn't seen Su Shibai being sent into the crematorium, she would have been extremely grief-stricken and completely remembered those lost memories.

I'm afraid that until now she is still being kept in the dark by Lu Tingxuan, and she is still foolishly thinking that he has really changed his temper, and she feels full of self-blame and thinks that she owes him.

"I once... really wanted to be with Lu Tingxuan." Lin Ting closed his eyes, took a long breath, and tried to make his voice sound steady: "I can't even forgive myself, how can I forgive him?"

Lin Ting sniffed, looked at the Lu couple with a determined gaze, and said earnestly, "So, please help me keep this secret. Unless Lu Tingxuan completely gives up, lets go of the past, and no longer has any entanglement with me, otherwise, I will never let him know about the child's existence."

Looking back on that year, fate had been cruel to her.

With Su Shibai's death, her soul suffered unprecedented damage, and her secondary personality was completely split out, and has been trying to occupy and dominate her body.

Depression also plagued her. She was deeply trapped in endless longing and guilt for Su Shibai, and also suffered the heart-wrenching pain of losing the child in their previous life.

Every day when she opens her eyes, she is greeted by an overwhelming amount of negative emotions. Both her body and mind are crushed, and she is exhausted and miserable.

Even so, she still managed to stay on the verge of mental breakdown and gritted her teeth to keep the two children from her "enemy" in her womb.

For the sake of her child, she gave up even the most basic treatment and endured it all.

She knew very well that if she gave up these two children, she would be able to immediately get rid of the psychological torture.

The secondary personality that was born because of Lu Tingxuan and lives only for him will also disappear.

But, she really couldn't bear to let go... How could she not bear to let go...

So, when she decided to give birth to these two children, the price she paid was driving herself crazy.

Lin Ting's pupils suddenly dilated, and his expression instantly became terrified, as if he had seen a nightmare future. He kept muttering, "I'm going crazy... I'm going crazy..."

Whenever she thought about being tied to Lu Tingxuan for the rest of her life, her whole body was filled with resistance and disgust.

Without Lu Tingxuan, the children would only belong to her. She would protect them and love them.

But if she had to let the murderer raise a child with her, she would be better off dead!

She couldn't let her child become a shackle that trapped her anymore.

Absolutely not!